About To Bloom

Abuse Survivor, Art, bravery, contentment, courage, curiousity, Faith, Holy Spirit, memoir, mercy, patience, Peace, Prayer, Redemption, testimony, Vulnerability, waiting, wisdom, wonder, writing

Everything’s about to bloom except my orchid. But, I’ll not give up. The leaves are bright green cushions comforting the base of the stalks. The soil is laced with the thin fallen blooms of before. I know the morning is soon. The morning I turn towards the sun striped wall and I see the buds fat with flora.

Blooming

Prayer and patience, I think.

The tiny grocery store hyacinth I bought to think of my Grandmother will be transplanted to the front yard. Spring, not this, but the next, I’ll look out my morning window and see the green breaking soil. I’ll wait then for delicate dainty hyacinths to bless the space around my “Angel girl”.

I’ll remind myself. I will remember. I waited and it was good to be hopeful, to be patient prayerfully.

The Valentine’s Day bouquet is refilled with fresh water. A day lily amongst the pink and purple will soon open, soft tangerine.

I’ll wait, not like snapping my fingers for things. I’ll wait and keep watering what God has planted in me. This is my contribution.

I’ll look towards the orchid and I’ll see its dust colored branches stretching and curving towards the window. I’ll see it going after what it can’t live without. I’ll know what is needed for growth and I’ll keep watering, keep writing, painting, praying and I will rest quietly because quiet waiting is always best.

I’ll be willing to trust, simply planted and willing. I’ll remain rooted and I’ll not doubt the nourishment I’m given from My Father. I’ll allow it to change me from the roots to the branches to the sharing my story.

I’ll not doubt possible blooming. I know it will come and not just for me.

For others too, weakness made strong, broken made unbreakable, redeemed with a story worth sharing.

I pray it’s the same with you.

Continue and believe.

“For there is hope of a tree, If it be cut down, that it will sprout again, And that the tender branch thereof will not cease.”
‭‭Job‬ ‭14:7‬ ‭ASV‬‬

I’m linking up with others, prompted by the word “Stretch”. What an interesting prompt,

FMF link up.

5 thoughts on “About To Bloom

  1. So timely!

    I was so blessed and affirmed by God in stepping out again – as He brought Words to show His pride in me – and yet for this next chapter, He is asking me to stop and marinate in Words He’s been bringing to memory and He’s asked me to reread a book my Mama read to my sister and I as a little girl (that left me weeping and weeping). It’s about an older brother trying to save his little sister (Star of Light by Patricia St John).

    BTW last year our amaryllis (a gift for Christmas from my husband’s employer) came out months later, when we had started thinking it might never bloom. It then didn’t stop: more and more blooms sprung up and opened up. It was incredible!

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  2. And BTW the Word to “prove” yourself doers of the Word can also mean “to emerge, become, come to know”. Isn’t that beautiful: fits so much with what He showed you too: He’s bringing that emerging, becoming and coming to know Him more and more. It’s all His doing, His grace from start to finish. All we do is follow His personal instructions to us.

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