I wonder if your first waking thoughts are placed there mid sleeping and waking by God as His way to say,
“Begin again, let’s go!
Follow my lead, follow your leader.
Follow your heart, your soul.”
I woke, thrilled to have slept past 7 and kept my eyes closed for a few minutes.
Did not reach for my phone.
I thought and thought again,
“Stop looking for likes.”
Then wrote it down, hoping it more deeply would sink in.
I’ve just spent almost an hour in between making breakfast and coffee and conversation about new cars with my husband, tracking down which blog post was most “liked”.
It was in 2014 and it was entitled “not knowing”. It was about my children and God and well, being okay with not knowing.
Stats show which day is best, which theme more enticing and I suppose which posts are so good that people click the little star that says “like”.
Actually, I don’t have a whole lot of “likes”. I do have a lots of views and viewers and some commenters who I always thank “for reading my words” and mean it, sincerely.
I was curious, then got weary of discerning my “likers” based on my stats.
What I saw was my life since 2014, I saw God’s guiding, his pulling me from the ditch of doubt, His rescuing me before I fall too far from the pit of pride and pedestal.
So, I’m more settled, less seeking and more set on seeing me as God sees me and
Prayerful, this morning in my journal about writing for “Daughters of the Deep” and for Lisa Brittain’s “Saturday Shares” and other places my soul feels led and prompted by prayer and the Holy Spirit.
Places and people who I’d never encounter were it not for words and God, women like Nan Jones, women who write and women who don’t write; but, surely are praying. I am worried other making a list, it’s so vast, I’d surely forget one or two or three who make up my “community”.
This morning I read from My Utmost for His Highest and the thoughts are lingering and lined up, as did the other words and verses established for today.
I’m getting closer every day to the me God sees.
Not yet arrived, surely on my way though.
Noticing and embracing words like these, believing waking thoughts as God’s instruction and loving affirmation.
As you journey with God, the only thing He intends to be clear is the way He deals with your soul.
My Utmost for His Highest devotion
Closer to love.
Closer to God and speaking more bravely.
Two times last week, I believe my words came as a surprise to others (and me).
I’m so glad God brought you into my life.
Me, through God
The first time, a crowded restaurant and as a goodbye to our unplanned encounter.
The second, a parking lot after “so happy to run into you” send off.
Both times, I was sure in my saying so and both times, the ones who were with me, their smiles spread wide as the sky and we parted, all of us thinking of God.
So, if you’re reading this,
I’m so glad brought you into my life. So happy He brought us both here. me