I fear the fog is heavy so I refuse to look.
With my back to the day, I fix my gaze on blanket wrapped feet,
toes circling, curling, clinching.
The birds are slow to sing.
I wonder why.
I had feared it was already morning at 2:00.
Frantic I’d forgotten my days, Thursday? No, it’s Friday, sleep a little bit, Lisa.
Sleep, please sleep.
I want to try.
I gathered my coffee, my bag, books and new fresh paint for Elizabeth, opened the door and saw it.
Soft songs, no close followers.
Plenty of time.
“I want to try.”
“The morning that follows the night of our lonely trial would, if we be faithful, find us new…” Henry Scott Holland